dammit!

dammit... i have a crush on someone i barely met. nah.

he has my msn, but he hasn't added me yet. i suppose he is only going online in the weekend? duh. i have been being nervous for these 4 days.

first time i met this person, i didn't notice him until he approached my friend(a guy friend) who sat beside him. his team opposed mine in the semifinal. yet mine beated his.
i couldnt help but overheard what they're talking. errr. his name is...nah no need to be written here. his location is at...no need to be written here. then he asked my name. we talked too. then i found out that we planned to go to the same college next year, within the industrial technology department.
he said funny things i couldn't tell here. then he asked our team to be photographed. he took one or two pictures of us and said thank you.

then our chit-chatting had to stop because our team had to compete in the final session. then his team leaved. but his team (and him of course) was back soon to watch the final session! O_o
Our team was in the downside of the hill when this person stood up and yelled my team's name without shame.

then i noticed him. he's really cute with his glasses, that rather tanned skin, and sweet mixed face (you couldn't determine whether he's a chinese or an indonesian, that makes him really cute) and things he did and said are also really cute!!! >.<''

but when the final session was over, his team already leaved to their hometown.

and now, i am feeling like banging my head to the walls for being so stupid, not asking for his number nor msn nor whatever that makes me now like dumb cow waiting for him to add the msn.
dammit!

i just hope that he doesn't have any girlfriend,... (it will eventually broke my heart)and i hope next year we can meet o_o; pleasepleasepleaseplease oh please!